I want my full 90 years, and maybe more, but sometimes I’ve accepted the fact that I won’t have my full term. I know what it is to get deeply sad, really deep-down depressed, about the idea. You and I both have strong loves here, and we can get very unhappy facing the idea that we might not be here for 90+ years, like my mother and grandmother. I don’t want to leave them, or Doug, who has taken care of me all these years. I know exactly how you feel about leaving your babies… even though mine are adults now, they still need me, and my 6 grandchildren need me. You think you might be facing death, and a shortened life. That’s a big idea and often I can’t quite wrap my mind around the fact. But I sure was glad to be back with my family, who were simply wonderful, staying with me almost around the clock. I have no memory of the first week or two, thank heavens. Then this past fall I collapsed from side effects, mainly edema, out of control with Gleevec, and they tell me I almost died twice during that time, before I woke up in the hospital. With only one surgeon on duty that holiday night in that small hospital, they didn’t get around to operating on me until 3 AM and by then, they tell me, the peritonitis was so bad I almost died. The pain was more than I’d ever experienced in my life. That night, the fireworks were all inside my belly, as you can imagine. It’s not only the country’s birthday, but it was also my 54th birthday, and we were on our way to visit my daughter and granddaughter, to watch the fireworks with them. My tumor ruptured from my small intestine 12 years ago this coming July 4th. Thank heavens, those feelings departed, and I’m still around, battling away, and having some good times too. I’ve had to deal with some bad set-backs, the most recent one last fall, and boy, there were times when I wondered how I could escape this earth with the least amount of trouble, and many more times when I was scared to death and couldn’t bear the idea of not being here for my family. Sue, I haven’t used your new drug so I can’t help you with information about it, but I have many years’ experience with fighting Gist, and I know how really down you can get at times. Louise wrote this letter to her listmate friend who was feeling down… Check here AB Bulk Mailer is #1 bulk mailer on softonic from last 4 years.It’s Okay When You Don’t Feel Up by Louise Ladd The software allows extracting mails from craigslist, twitter, youtube, facebook, has built in bounce checker, automatic tweet poster that posts adds to twitter and a facebook poster that posts messages on facebook. Allows you to track what mails were sent. No need to hire people for bulk mailing agencies.Īllows you to check bounced mails, inboxes, health of smtp servers.Allows you to send unique mails.99% inbox delivery.Contains free gmail checker that prevents accounts from getting blocked. Automatic unsubscription.It allows you to send mails yourself. It contains free email extractor through which you can grab email addresses from any web site, facebook, youtube and craigslist etc and by using google search. Contains free email verifier that verifies 500 email addresses at a time. Allows to send mails based on day and hour limit. Software can send half a million mails per day per computer.Allows multiple emai message subjects, multiple rotating bodies, rotating reply id's.The software has an advanced lead generation, lead management and targeted marketing features. Allows to send / schedule personalized / bulk mails in text / HTML formats. most popular email marketing software, bulk mailing and email scheduling software that sends emails FREE using multiple email accounts of gmail, yahoo, msn, godaddy, gmx, your web site emails or any smtp server like verizon, amazon etc. No monthly charges.Imagine how many orders you get when your sales mail goes direct to inbox.3200 copies of AB Bulk Mailer sold across 150+ countries.Promote your business world-wide free and fast through AB Bulk Mailer Christmas Edition. Homepage: Developed by: Advanced Business Objectsįind your customer on the internet using direct and targeted marketing.ĪB Bulk mailer, worlds best selling email marketing software, with built-in email extractor, email verifier, facebook extractor, add poster on facebook / twitter. It contains email extractor, twitter poster and email verifier AB Bulk Mailer Screenshot Version: 8.7.4 AB bulk mailer is a world's top bulk mailing and email marketing tool and can send 30, 000 per hour.
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